Interview by Morgan Magauran with Lynn and Lee Fuller, 2023:
Morgan: “Welcome Lee and Lynn Fuller. I’m honored to have my first ‘inner-view’ with both of you. The work you’ve dedicated your lives to: healing, integrating and evolving through embodied presence, is so essential, especially now in a prevailing culture that doesn’t value stillness, silence and the body. It’s been a privilege and profoundly healing experience to have you as my teachers of Authentic Movement for over twenty years. Before we dive into your reflections, let’s pause and remind our readers if they are unfamiliar with the practice, they can find a definition of Authentic Movement on your website.”
“The core of the movement experience is the sensation of moving and being moved. There are many implications in putting it this way. Ideally, both are present in the same instant, and it literally may be an instant. It is a moment of total awareness, the coming together of what I am doing and what is happening to me. It cannot be anticipated, explained specifically, worked for, nor repeated exactly.” -Mary Whitehouse
Morgan: What was your pull towards the practice of Authentic Movement, how did you begin?
Lee: At The Jung Center in Houston with Joan Chodorow when we did Authentic Movement, I realized “this is it”, I had no idea what that meant. I just knew in every cell of my body, this is it. I told Lynn and introduced her to Joan.
Lynn: I started going to Joan’s class in Santa Barbara. Hearing her say the words,”There is no right or wrong way to move”, when I’d been told all my life what was a right and what was wrong way: it was freeing to leave such rigidity behind. When I closed my eyes, my body loved moving. I was passionately enthralled with closed eyes moving, with no right or wrong. Lee and I were both synchronized swimmers. When you’re underwater it’s about locating in a sensory way, now to be able to do this on the land– oh my God. It was luscious. It was deeply creative and healing.
I went to class and worked individually in Joan’s studio. It was slow going, when we were beginning in the field. I moved for four years before I ever witnessed. To be seen that clearly was profound.
Both Lee and Lynn simultaneously say “Without judgment, without projection and without interpretation!”
Lee: Then Lynn introduced me to Janet. I’d been showing Janet’s film to whomever would watch it and hosted little workshops. Come see this, come see this—the title was “Looking for Me.”
Lynn: Because of Joan’s relationship with Janet, she brought her to Santa Barbara. I fell in love. I was six months pregnant when Janet came out. She started a class on the West Coast and invited me and Lee to be a part of her first study group. We studied with her for nearly a decade, at first going five times a year, then it whittled down to three times a year.
Lee: Then Janet said, “You all have graduated.” It took many of us by surprise. She was opening the door for us to step out into the world on our own. Our studies continued individually and in small groups in California and in Canada when she moved, for over a decade.
You can read the full interview by clicking here: authentic-movement-with-lee-and-lynn
Reflections on the experience of moving and witnessing.
Slowing down,
taking all the time one needs to be present, to listen deeply; to give shape, form, and expression to what is arising in each moment; to allow all the time needed to transition from one moment to the next.
Sensing into the present moment
and energetics of it all for three days was grounding, strengthening and empowering. There was a sense of Grace weaving throughout it all.
Experiencing
the ineffable quality of our moving and witnessing experiences, then, in the witness circle, finding expression first through gesture, sound and word phrases. Then stumbling humbly to find language to give yet another shape and form to our experiences.
We cannot do this alone!
We experience the interpersonal field that is essential to the enormity of being human. We listen, see, express, heal, integrate, and transcend. The relational and embodied nature of this work is revolutionary.
We find the embodied experience of Trust.
We allow the steely strength and the yielding softness of Trusting so that we can lean into authenticity in each moment. We open to the experience of our brokenness, our shadow, our limitations and our resistances. This allowing offers a direct experience of compassion for self and other, making room for the greater choreography to unfold, in the circle and in our daily living.
Fully experiencing
the juncture of the vertical Divine plane and the horizontal Profane plane meeting at the Heart Center, allowing each to inform the other. And we feel the call to the necessity of daily honoring the reunion with our sacred core.
In the circle we sit on the edge
of the Mystery, of the Void and we hold the perimeter together. Our collective presence allows the healing, creative and sacred gifts to emerge in and through the body, in and through the relationship between mover and witness. The exquisite beauty of the human form, psyche and body, heart and soul - nothing is left out. All is included in the circle of moving and witnessing.
All photographs are taken at Aldermarsh Retreat Center on Whidbey Island, Wa.